Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Errrr... Should I say NAK or TAK NAK...???

Hello blog,

Yeah, I know it's a been a longgggggggggggggggggggggg time since the last time I even log in to this blog. So much things happened for the last couple of months. But so what? Shit happens. Next!

So what about that little today's blog tittle?

-- fly by at the petrol station near the office last night. eager to be a batman with wings and stuff, but since it's just a fictitional character, guess i hafta settle down with red bull instead, coz their marketing scam said s'thing like 'red bull gives you wings'! i know, it's been late nite (around 00:00:00). this is pretty much our conversation (me & that chap at the counter).

me - bang, red bull satu...
thin chap (the fat chap will come into picture later) - kitorang dah tutup le bang.
me - dah tutup? takpe la... amikkan je le, takkan takleh amik. saya nak beli air ni.
thin chap - takleh le bang.
me - (pointing to the chubby a.k.a fat chap) abang pun takleh amikkan ke? (at that time, he's not at the counter, rather, closer to the fridge where my bull is waiting to be bought & consumed)
fat chap - takleh le bang
me - abis apa yg buleh saya beli? kalau ada org haus camne?
thin chap - dah malam ni, kitorang cuma buleh jual minyak & rokok je bang.benda lain semua tak masuk sistem

at that point,i just show them 'talk to the hand' stuff and just drive home...

ok, one thing i dun quite understand.i thot pak lah (and gomen) encourages us to say TAK NAK to rokok. but apparently, our own national oil company somehow indirectly doing the total opposite.no wonder the campaign is a big flop right now. it's not the smokers fault! whose fault is it if the smoker wants to buy s'thing to temporarily cure his addiction to nicotine, and somehow been indirectly encouraged to buy another pack of Marlboro...???

Totally not my fault to go for the latter, albeit at kedai mamak...!!!


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hmmm.. also, shud i say NAK or TAK NAK for THAT question. that's the problem when you do s'thing without thinking. padan muka...!!!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

keep on walking...

The End Of The World

Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
Cause you don't love me anymore

Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything is the same as it was
I can't understand, no I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does

Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye

Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye



Thursday, March 22, 2007

if i can't have you.... i don't want nobody baby...

Finally... a (quite) meaningful update...

Still alive. Still kickin'. Been quite busy since Dec last year. No thanks to all the workload in the office and business.. not to mention, emotional feelings that went up and down... like rollercoaster. But at least, when you ride a rollercoaster, you'd know it's going to stop at certain time. Well... whether or not you're alive and well or end up like Final Destination 4, very much left to the fate, rather than someone's premonition...

Had a shopping spree last year. No thanks (well... actually, thanks a lot!) to the bonuses & increments & promotions. Bought several toys (i.e Xbox 360... huhuhuhu... kick ass!!!!), sign up the PT session & membership at fitness centre and several other things as well. Thank God I have put quite significant dough in my account, otherwise, sure dah papa kedana skrg ni....

Apparently, right now, my hand (my bank account rather!) are itching for one of these...



































It's a DSLR! Tapi belum tau beli ke tak! Usha je. Macam ada masa nak beramas mesra ngan benda ni. Keje yg ada pun rasa cam nak pengsan!

Well, life in the office is OK. Had to attend several meetings to win the project. Instead of being an engineer, now I feel like I'm more and more of a consultant. Can't complaint, since I love to go out & meet the those potential clients and do the presentation, rather than stuck here for 9 hours cracking my head to troubleshoot the problem. But still, I have no complaint whatsoever.

It's also a hectic life for the last several weeks, coz we are trying to woo this potential client to pick us as their provider. Therefore, we have to do some POC (kind of test drive) and spent several weeks cracking my whole body, head, ass etc etc. Even I hafta slept in the office (tak balik rumah!) for few days. Bila balik rumah, rasa cam pelik je. Rasa cam tak penah lalu lak jalan balik rumah tu!

But somehow, it makes me ponder the idea of applying to become a conslutant (typo intended). I know that there's a vacancy there (in the company), but somehow i think, it's not a good idea of having two jobs & two bosses. Although a double salary would be very much welcomed (who whouldn't, but i doubt it's going to happen!). Or maybe i shud look somewhere else. I mean, if i can do the job, but there's no opportunity to do it or not offered to me, why shud i stay kan? I used to turn down a nice offer last year (increment, but demotion) from a nice company, but i said 'nehi'. I guess they were surprised bcoz of my decision, but i know i've made the right one. But this time around, if & when somebody offers you to do things that you can do best, with a nice $$$, and a closer workplace to home, why should i say 'no' kan? I guess it's time for me to move on (or out). But should i...?

Well, I hope none of my colleague will read this blog. For them, this blog has been dead long time ago, due to my limited time & space to update it...

Regarding my emotional life, i have no idea on how to describe it. But let's just say that i'm more than ready to settle down... it's good to love & to be loved by someone. If someone asked me about who's in my mind right now, it's always this particular girl... whom i think i like her very very much...

But i guess, i should just keep it to myself... at least for now... of course i'm going to tell her... someday. i just hope that i'm not too late... and i think she's a nice & lovely girl...

More ramblings later... Right now, i have to get s'thing to eat... and go straight to the meeting...

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Hello....

Hello my blog...

OK... the hapdet will be coming soon enough... SOON ENOUGH.... Just wait for a while ek?