Finally... a (quite) meaningful update...
Still alive. Still kickin'. Been quite busy since Dec last year. No thanks to all the workload in the office and business.. not to mention, emotional feelings that went up and down... like rollercoaster. But at least, when you ride a rollercoaster, you'd know it's going to stop at certain time. Well... whether or not you're alive and well or end up like Final Destination 4, very much left to the fate, rather than someone's premonition...
Had a shopping spree last year. No thanks (well... actually, thanks a lot!) to the bonuses & increments & promotions. Bought several toys (i.e Xbox 360... huhuhuhu... kick ass!!!!), sign up the PT session & membership at fitness centre and several other things as well. Thank God I have put quite significant dough in my account, otherwise, sure dah papa kedana skrg ni....
Apparently, right now, my hand (my bank account rather!) are itching for one of these...
It's a DSLR! Tapi belum tau beli ke tak! Usha je. Macam ada masa nak beramas mesra ngan benda ni. Keje yg ada pun rasa cam nak pengsan!
Well, life in the office is OK. Had to attend several meetings to win the project. Instead of being an engineer, now I feel like I'm more and more of a consultant. Can't complaint, since I love to go out & meet the those potential clients and do the presentation, rather than stuck here for 9 hours cracking my head to troubleshoot the problem. But still, I have no complaint whatsoever.
It's also a hectic life for the last several weeks, coz we are trying to woo this potential client to pick us as their provider. Therefore, we have to do some POC (kind of test drive) and spent several weeks cracking my whole body, head, ass etc etc. Even I hafta slept in the office (tak balik rumah!) for few days. Bila balik rumah, rasa cam pelik je. Rasa cam tak penah lalu lak jalan balik rumah tu!
But somehow, it makes me ponder the idea of applying to become a conslutant (typo intended). I know that there's a vacancy there (in the company), but somehow i think, it's not a good idea of having two jobs & two bosses. Although a double salary would be very much welcomed (who whouldn't, but i doubt it's going to happen!). Or maybe i shud look somewhere else. I mean, if i can do the job, but there's no opportunity to do it or not offered to me, why shud i stay kan? I used to turn down a nice offer last year (increment, but demotion) from a nice company, but i said 'nehi'. I guess they were surprised bcoz of my decision, but i know i've made the right one. But this time around, if & when somebody offers you to do things that you can do best, with a nice $$$, and a closer workplace to home, why should i say 'no' kan? I guess it's time for me to move on (or out). But should i...?
Well, I hope none of my colleague will read this blog. For them, this blog has been dead long time ago, due to my limited time & space to update it...
Regarding my emotional life, i have no idea on how to describe it. But let's just say that i'm more than ready to settle down... it's good to love & to be loved by someone. If someone asked me about who's in my mind right now, it's always this particular girl... whom i think i like her very very much...
But i guess, i should just keep it to myself... at least for now... of course i'm going to tell her... someday. i just hope that i'm not too late... and i think she's a nice & lovely girl...
More ramblings later... Right now, i have to get s'thing to eat... and go straight to the meeting...
