... the beauty of not knowing...

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Después de pensar
Después de ver
A mi dolor andar
sobre el agua del mar

Tibia claridad , que vi
Por mi calle pasar
Sin saber que hacer
Sin sentir o pensar

Sólo que aún hoy , sigo aún
Aún hoy sigo
Atándome a ti

Aún hoy , mi amor , te doy
Mi cuerpo con alma
Se esconde del sol

De noche se escapa
Aún hoy, te doy
Mi cuerpo con alma
Aún hoy , aún hay

Que esconde la noche
Va a guardar
De nosotros dos
O sentir o pensar

Se me llenó de luz la noche
Es porque yo vi nadar
Delfines en tu voz
Y sentí sin pensar

Sólo que aún hoy , sigo aún
Aún hoy sigo
Amándote a ti

Aún hoy, mi amor , aún hay
Dos cuerpos con alma
Se esconden del sol
De noche se escapan
De noche se dan
Los cuerpos , las almas
Aún hoy, aun hay

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Didn't understand a thing? Wonder what the h*** was that? Too bad, I'm not gonna tell... :-D

But does it occur to me, you and some other people that sometimes, the beauty of not knowing is something that we can't resist? Chatted with an online fella of truly yours just now, and she tells me that one of her fella is quite... uhmmm... afraid of telling his feels towards this girl. Keep on waiting to tell, apparently that girl is going to get enganged THIS WEEKEND!

I can't blame him. Not many people are gutsy enough to stand up and tell to the one they fell for (him, her and/or anything in between) that he/she meant everything to her/his life. Many of them (yours truly included!) afraid of rejection. Others are hindered by some other factors (i.e he/she is married already, he/she in a r'ship with someone else, family issue, he/she has history of 'fling', he/she ran over her/his favourite cat, KLCI is keep going down, subprime lending crisis in US, BN losing 2/3 majority, PAS still ruling Kelantan etc etc...)

Some people said that... If you stand up & tell, at least there's some percentage of success, while if you don't, then the outcome is almost certain to be 'niente'... The problem with the rule of probability is that, they never teach you about what to do with the result of that. It's up to us on how to deal with it. But I guess that's the beauty of not knowing. You just keep on hoping that he/she will open his/her heart to you. It keeps giving you an extra incentive to smile, to live, to feel happy, to cheer up and feel better. Yours truly is no different.

*... to be honest, i have no idea whatsoever what i'm talking about... *

... and to certain someone, tomorrow's your birthday. Happy birthday bebeh... ;-)